feeling very down yesterday...

This morning wake up at 6 wit tears n i cry none stop... thinking of yesterday's news i know why that guy wanna commuted suicide.. But i tell myself no, i still wantto see my two lovely kids...

I tell God, pls give me strength & help me to move on... n i hope i can...

I guess internet is the only way i can release my tension...

My wings have dropped and I cant stand
do you think enough of me to give me your hand
Would you see a demon stand in your place wanting to hurt me
Could you have the strength to say you eased me and brought me back to how I should be?