Lately

Lately...

Feel so lazy to update blog. Well I must update something. But my brain is blank. Nothing inspire me & i think i live a very peaceful life only that filled wit some stress.

It's amazing that how life can be. Some people is happy wit just a simple plain rice + salted veggie while some ppl is sad wit Abalone rice + Shark fin soup.

These few days i realised How ppl can be easily happy maybe just a blended coffee in the morning or maybe a singing early in the morning. Rite? Did you ever put a smile on ur face the whole day by maybe a small things? It's just that the level of happy is how much & how long.

When u're kid's result come out & he gets average of 50% so u should be happy that he pass or be sad that he's result is just average?

I realise that i hav put down alot of things, I've put alot of thinking. I become less heating my temper & all i did is i cool down my brain. But of kos sometimes i still got heat up but wat can u do when u are born to be like that?

I admit that i had many more to learn and so my education still go on & my lecturer is all the ppl i meet everyday. It is for i to choose wisely wat to take & wat to throw...

So fren i know i'm kinda talking rubbish here but who cares? it's my blog :P

SheMale

Shemale is a slang term referring to a guy trans to a woman.

I hav a she-male fren who work wit me for almost a yr. Remember the first time i interview her, she show me her Identity card. I say i don mind as long as she willing work hard. Then we're fren till now for almost a year.

From her i know more shemales ppl. They are all the same like us gals. They are also very sensitive ppl who had emotions. They are also fragile inside their heart. In short they are also human.

I think Shemale is only a mistake made by HIM. We cannot blame anyone for being wrong. But who make the rules that guy must play cars and gal must play dolls? Who set the rule that guy must wear trouser & gals must wear skirts? Some ppl just stone head!

I really admire these shemale who hav the courage to be themselves & to ignore all those humiliation. At least they never had the intend to try to hurt anyone. Better than some ppl trying to hurt each other just for their own benefit.

Some ppl say it's not right for a guy to trying to be a gal. Then wat is wrong abt it?

I try go google but all i see is shemale porno site. It's because no one is trying promo them in a positive way. That's why ppl misunderstood them. But guys n gals also hav porno site so it's the same shemale also hav good & bad!

I also see alot of successful case of she-male married a man & they live happily ever after.

So you narrow mind ppl out there if you intend to hurt those ppl i can tell u there's retribution HA! So be careful of wat u're doing cos HE is watching us =)

To Write Love On Her Arms

Fpund out something very interestin on Fb today.... "To Write Love On Her Arms".... interestin!!!! http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&gid=36235764583

This group is found in Fb and is dedicated to those who are depress, addicted, self injury & suicide ppl. very meaning full!

Life is so fragile and nobody deserve to contemplate suicide.

I totally understand it cos there are days when i really feel down and depress, pressure and frustration keep on pushing me. Then i really feel like ending my life & then just vanish like that. I hope to be like the ostrich that can hide my head inside a hole or a bear hibernating in the winter so that i don hav to face all those pressure.

But then I cannot be so selfish! I had my own commitment n responsibility. This will never end cos it will continue to pass to the one i love to carry on my duties. So i decided to Stand up! To Face the fact.

I'm a perfectionist. So i try to accept those un- perfect! I tell myself, life is like a roller-coaster. When u get up u feel very high, but must get down and while u're down u wanna go up. My fren told me this and which is very true... : "You cannot get wat u want, so You get wat u can"

I hope that those ppl who come across wit depression will stand up one day like me.... Love is all around & you are not alone. Stop the bleeding, Accept & Appreciate wat u hav rite now.

Life is like this...

Sometimes life is like a shit
it stinks & smelly but is good for fertilization...

Sometimes life is like a flower
it's beautiful but won't last long...

Sometimes life is like a rainbow
it's colorful but transparent...

Sometimes life is like a rollercoaster
it's scary but excited...

Sometimes life is like a music lyric
it's sometimes true but hurt...

i never forget you...

Yah i change the song of my blog to Noisettes - Never Forget You ...

Feel so nice to listen to this song.

I never forget you,

they say we never make it

my sweet joy

always remember me....

I wonder you still remember me or not? althought u so far away from me already. you hav ur own life and i had mine. But i will still remember u ~!!!

We was mischievous lol!! I wonder if we are together now will we still stay the same or break up?! Then i wouldn't had miss u so much?!!

We human is a funny animal... We always want wat we couln't get but when we got it we're always took it for granted... But still no matter wat I will always remember you...