it's amazing that how much entertainment we can get nowadays... we can't get so many freebies entertainment online too...

We can watch free movies, you tube, games but of kos some are illegal one....

But imagine would we be more relax if we're free from these kinda entertainment or more stress?! Ha!

I get stuck wit FB games... wanna quit but this connected to some of my other frens & if i quit i might interrupt their life :p yah! seriously lol! If i don quit, i'll lost some fun & waste more time :P

so i still say FB is evil & He who invented online games is the root of all evil!

sigh!

sigh... i know how much u hate your life but still life must go on :S

some ppl cannot stand it anymore so that they end it their way. Well we can't just blame them cos who knows wat we'll do if the same thing happens to you.

I wonder how many of you out there smile in front of ppl but sob inside your heart. Cos like i say life must go on & u don hav the dame gut to end it...

sigh! sien eh!

to hav to pretend that you like it when you don. to pretend that it's nothing at all while inside ur heart u wanna scream ur heart out.

Lonely Island

I believe that everyone had a lonely island inside their heart. In this island is full of sad, lonely, unhappy & stress. All of these bad feeling are kept inside the lonely island. This island is never expose to the others. These is because no one will understand the feeling cos everyone is not the same.

Life is complicated. Full of love & full of hatred. Thats why when we keep these feeling too much inside a heart it'll become a hatred & anger will explode suddenly.

Today I am angry without any reason. Of kos this make me hurt the one i love. B'cos i know that they will still love me no matter wat. But in the end i feel unhappy wit it. Cos i hav a very poor angry management & i hurt those ppl i love.

I try to find way to solve it. I chk internet & find several method to control my anger & hope that it works :(

Anger without any reason really make me more stress & these of kos will level up to more anger again.

i know i should be thankful for wat i hav now & feel grateful. But this is not easy when u are born to be like this.

But so far i know i hav control alot of the anger already but thats only turn to keeping it inside the lonely island.

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