Parabens

I just learn that there's a chemicals call Parabens commonly use as preservative in Shampoo & skin care products. Parabens are also been found in high concentrations in Breast Cancer Tumors!!

So i quickly go to my bath room n chk out all my shampoos & Luckily i hav all paraben - free products :

but then i found Paraben @ my Hand cream... This cream to said can be apply to body & Face :(

sigh!!! Wat hav happen to this world? Everything anything also can created cancer. The other day i read the news saying that this old lady getting cancer from inhaling too much fragrance of a cloth's softener. Like most of the people who do not hav a balcony so she dry her cloths inside her living room. For a long term inhaling those fragrance pass out from the softener, she get cancer... :((

we cannot blame god for this cos we human create all this cos we are too demanding :P if we are just as simple as the stone age then no much disease/virus can we get...

so wat shall we do now? Just clean wit plan water... that's all...

oh? should i do that? no :P i still wanna smell good hahahah!

just bought a new vacuum few days ago & my two little monsters wanna try it out... !!! So i hav an idea, I ask them to put away their toys first then they are allow to try it out !!!

Of kos b4 i let them play wit the "TOY" i will vacuum first, so that they are allow to do wat ever they want & i still hav my clean floor... lol!

of kos after that they help me to put it back to the kitchen lol. they are having fun n i hav an eazy way to do housework lol!!!

today i bought a new coloring book & fiber pen for my gal to practise her drawing. The first page is aeroplane, & she color it very nicely :

then the next page: b for BELL

then she skip c cos she prefer d for DoLL & this come out :

????!!! i was so shock!!!

i ask her wat happen to the doll's hair?

She told me that cos she like Blue color....

Then she say hair also can be blue color...

Then i ask her, why the doll's skin is brown color?

She said: cos she wan the doll look like Dora...

DORA===== >

hahahhahah!! really don know wanna cry or laugh...

Selamat Hari Ray to All Muslim frens =)

feeling very down yesterday...

This morning wake up at 6 wit tears n i cry none stop... thinking of yesterday's news i know why that guy wanna commuted suicide.. But i tell myself no, i still wantto see my two lovely kids...

I tell God, pls give me strength & help me to move on... n i hope i can...

I guess internet is the only way i can release my tension...

My wings have dropped and I cant stand
do you think enough of me to give me your hand
Would you see a demon stand in your place wanting to hurt me
Could you have the strength to say you eased me and brought me back to how I should be?